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Remembering Family

Hey guys, I’m just here looking out the kitchen window and enjoying the fact that all the snow is gone from the ground here in our little town. Even though it is still super cold, the illusion that winter has ended is enough to cheer me up. Winter is a time that really gets some of us down and struggling. I am one of those people. I have been trying to find out why I am how I am lately.

Finding out where we came from can sometimes be hard for people because we don’t know vital members of the family that could be the missing puzzle piece that help to tell our story to us. I never got to meet my mother’s mom or my father’s dad. This has always made me wonder. I really would have loved to meet my grandma, I have this strange missing for her even though I never got to meet her. The same thing with my papa on my father’s side.

I really have tried tapping into this all by practicing mediumship. I have sat through seances and talked to readers but those two important relatives never really pop up. My grandpa whom I was very close with is still very close to me. He just passed a few years ago. It is a crazy thought trying to tap into relatives that never met you and trying to introduce yourself to them. I thought should I just meditate and say Hi, I’m your grandson and I never met you but I miss you tons and want to know your side of the story when it comes to family trees and stories and things such as this.

Last year at the Dia de los Muertos celebration that we had at the store was the beginning of me figuring out how to get this rolling. Family alters are a great start to make this all come into fruition for you. You can get pictures of the family members and put them on a table in the house. If there are things that you have from the person put them on the table. If you have stones that you use that help with family trees or making dreams more real this may also help you with tapping into the family roots. The family tree is the key to knowing for so many of us. If there is a book that your family makes or another family member living that knows information about the person you are trying to get in touch with, this may help you as well.

I was given a gift for Valentines day this year of a family tree coin. It is a beautiful coin with two sides. One of the sides is for the fathers side and the other is for the mothers side. I carry the coin in my pocket and also sit it on the nightstand at night while I sleep to help get the family members I wan’t to get in touch with. It helps to have a notebook on hand, much like when trying to remember any other type of dreaming. Citrine and jasper are both great stones if the feelings you have are those of grief. The jasper will help you to put joy into the situation and the citrine will help if there is a negative feeling towards it or a break in the auric field due to the situation. Other pieces that work great for setting up the family alter are things like statuary of a family shield etc..

Doing things like a past life meditation will also help you to tap into the past and see how you started and where you came from. I am not sure if this kind of thing is as important to others as it is to me. However, if it is leave comments below and we can talk back and forth about it. We have nothing without memories and family. Have a great week everybody and thank you for reading the blog. -Ian

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Marching to the learning tree

So here we are on another snowy Ohio day and I have had thoughts running through my head all day for this weeks blog. The idea I have decided on is since it is the first day of March is “marching toward the learning tree”. I believe that the tree of life symbol is very important but that there are many trees of life. The learning tree is one that is very important. The thought of a tree and learning is symbolic. The many branches are different ways of learning and the leaves different books that you can read. The bark is the thought of things that you layer on.  This is an idea that I use in life and I am sure that you could all make it work for you as well.

We had a class with Carol on last Friday night and she taught things a little different than any class that I had ever taken. The other students really liked the teaching style and it was very awakening to them. They were getting things through mediumship that they had never gotten before.  It was very neat to see people who have struggled with other teachers have such success with a different one. The class was called fun and games with mediumship and she will be offering it again in the future. Keep and eye on the calendar for the date for that. Just thinking of it as fun and games may be a good way for some to have more enjoyment and looking at it for a way of learning.

This could have been the teacher or the teaching style. It is really neat to see how each of us learn differently from different styles and different ways of teaching. We each have to take our time and explore different things to find our way in the metaphysical world. Some of us are clairvoyant which means that we can see things, clairsentience is the ability to feel the present, past or future physical and emotional states of others. This is the sense of feeling. Psychics use it in aura sensing and psychometry.  Clairaudience is the sense of hearing, whether you get messages that you hear or anything like that.  Claircognizance is the idea that you just know. You strictly use intuition with no other sense of knowing why. You just think and there it is you have the message you are looking for. Clairgustance is smelling. You get smells when you ask for message from spirit. One new way to get these things to open up when doing mediumship we learned was to put your recieving hand close to the floor. This is supposed to help ground you better. From the experience that myself and the other classmates had this worked really good.

The many different ways of learning are so various and you should never give up if you feel like your ability is shut down. You can use different stones to open up your third eye. There are many meditations that you can come and do that will help you with this. We have a circle for development at the store every 1st and 3rd Tuesday of the month to help you to develop your psychic abilities. The biggest thing when you are working with this is to remember the simple line of “I CAN DO IT!”. Having faith in yourself is not always the easiest thing in the world to do but with a little work and being persistent you will get there. This may not be an easy march to the finish line but with some work you will get there. We hope to see you at circle tomorrow night. Have a great week and thanks for reading the blog this week. -Ian

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“We have such sights to show you”

I know, I know, I titled the blog after a quote from the 1987 movie “Hellraiser”, however this blog could not be farther from that. I am going to tell you all about some amazing sights that I saw over the weekend while taking an amazing class with Lovey Adamczyk. Have you ever been in a place and you get that feeling that you just know you are supposed to be there but you don’t know why? Well that is where I found myself this weekend. I was seated in the healing room at the store for Lovey’s Basic I.E.T. class for Saturday and Sunday.  I never realized how amazing some of the sights that I would see would be.

On day one we went through the rainbow of angels. Well, I guess that the rainbow would not be the proper way to put it, especially in my head because I know that some people see angels totally by color but not me, I saw way more than I ever had imagined I would see as Saturday went by. All of this really reinstated the fact of just how visual my brain could really be and how amazing the things you can see in a simple meditation can really be.

So we had gotten through a lot of the instruction part of the class and it was time for our first meditation. The first meditation would be with angel Ariel. When Lovey does a session on you she has you draw a card, Ariel has been my card about two thirds of the time so I was familiar with her and ready to go. As we closed our eyes there it was, the calmest, brightest white light I have ever seen in my life. A feeling of peace surrounded me and I felt almost as secure as I ever had. What a great start to the day of meeting my healing angels that I would use for the next 2 days of class.

The next angel that we would be working with was angel Raphael. This was exciting as I am a person that really struggles with a feeling of being alone. Raphael is supposed to be good at working us through situations such as this. Here we went and it was time to lock in to Raphael, out of nowhere I see this huge, beautiful bridge, golden gate style, there was definitely no give to this bridge. It had a green light on the front of it and I heard a message in my hear telling me “Cross it and don’t look back”. Cross I did and I will be definitely enjoying alone time more than I have in the past because of the feeling of security gained from this exercise.

The angel Faith was the next in line for us to work with on this day. Her message much like her name is to have faith and enjoy the freedom that it brings. As we go into meditation with Faith I see a box, it opens and out flies a dragonfly. All of the sudden I get the feeling of being in a forest with huge trees with green bolts of light flowing down on me. The messages “think outside the box” and “share what burdens you”. The messages are just flowing and the sights have been quite amazing to this point.  I am really loving this class and hoping that there is more to come as we get locked into these angels.

Next in line is Gabriel. I have heard many things about Gabriel in the past but never meditated to talk or work with this angel before. He is supposed to give direction and clear the sense of uncertainty and distrust, which are also some things that I struggle with. As I close my eyes, I immediately see a huge tree with its roots very firmly planted in the soil. Then I see a bright yellow sun with some really cool blue eyes. Gabriel then says close your eyes and see this and as I did this in my meditation all of the colors of the chakra wheel, one by one came to me. I am really feeling great after this.

We then met the angel Celestina, she is here to teach us and help us with creative expression and clearing the swallowing of self expression. This was good because I am really working on saying things with soft lips and watching saying things roughly or in a way that they may hurt other people.  As we go into meditation I see the most awesome mountains with huge birds soaring above them. There are bright purple shadows everywhere and in the clouds the word “SOAR” is there. What a cool message this was.

I am at this point telling myself that there is no way that this can keep up with the awesome sights I have been shown today but let’s see anyway as it’s now time to bring in the angel known as Cassiel. This angel teaches unconditional love and relieves us from heartache and feelings of betrayal. As the lights go out and my head draws Cassiel in I see what reminds me of a nun but could be an angel and she kisses me on the forehead. At this point red takes over the sights that I am seeing and A lightning bolt hits the tree from earlier, knocking a branch off of it and I get two more messages from the amazing tree. “It’s alright to be imperfect” and “Don’t look back are both carved into the tree that at this point seems to be my tree of life.

Wow, is really all I can think and then I look to the wall which has beautiful pictures of each angel we will work with and see that there are still 3 to go. Daniel is next up and Lovey really likes him because he is almost like a bodyguard when doing integrated energy therapy. He teaches forgiveness and helps clear self judgement as well as that coming from other people. It is now time to go back into meditation and I am on a huge ship  with the most beautiful, blue sails. This is the calmest water I have ever been around and felt. As I look up on the blue sails on the ship the words “Call on me and all will be smooth sailing”. are written in huge, bold writing. The ship is just gliding across the amazing, blue body of water. I was really given the feeling of being a pirate of positivity after working with Daniel.

Sarah was on deck and coming in next. Her healing gift was empowerment and is here to help clear us from feelings of powerlessness caused by ourselves or others. During this meditation I look up and am in the middle of a really long hallway. Much like time when in meditation, this hall goes very quickly as you go step by step. I have been in many meditations lastly not more than 3o minutes and feel like I have been in for hours. I look at the wall at the end of the hall and there is a banner hanging on the wall that stated: “The hardest of goals are easily achieved by stepping one foot at a time”. This reminded me to not rush to conclusions or let little things ruin my mood. Take one step at a time whether walking into positivity or away from negativity.

Last but definitely not least is the big bopper, the one that everybody knows and loves. We would be working with Michael. He is the protector and helps us clear fear. He is here to keep us on track to finding our mission in this short period of time called life. I got a little excited because good things usually come to me while working with Michael. Eyes closed, time to count down and get some Michael time. When I think of Michael, I always think of Michael Carpenter from the Dresden Files books by Jim Butcher. Michael is a knight of the cross and a huge man, he carries a giant sword, he stands for light. He is like a human version of the angel Michael. The Michael meditation begins with a flashback from my childhood at about age 3 or 4. I see myself hopping up and down on my red rocking horse, I am sitting on my fathers lap watching He-Man and Smurfs cartoons on a Saturday morning. I am my little self playing with my dads guitar and listening to the smooth sounds of the band Devo telling me to “Whip It”. All of the sudden I see the Archangel Michael standing before me with arms wide open with flames around him. The flames change from chakra color to chakra color. Perfect vibrations are going around the flames and all is well in the world with my visions of childhood and the best times of my life. Sometimes all you need to do is put yourself in that happy place in order to feel that sense of protection that can not be found anywhere else. Amazing! That is the only way to describe this.

This day of learning got me going like no other day of learning in quite a long time. I highly recommend working with Lovey. I can not guarantee that the results that I have felt, the experiences that I have described will happen for you. My hope for you is that what I have just told you about is only the tip of the iceberg for you. I am a visual person and the sights I have seen were amazing. If you want to talk more about my weekend or have questions about this class leave a comment below. You can sign up and learn more about Lovey by checking out

Once again thank you so much for spending a few minutes of your time checking out the blog! -Ian

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Crop circles

I was reading through the news last night when I got in from working and I saw this story about crop circles being made in California. This crop circle wasn’t made by ET’s or anything from space. This one was a marketing ploy by a company for marketing. It is crazy how much attention that this publicity stunt got before being outed by a company that makes a mobile processor used in automobiles.  

Over the years there have been lots of crop circles all over the world. Just like ghosts or hauntings, many of the crop circles across the world have been debunked. There are also a huge amount of them, mostly over in Europe that have not been explained. One of the most famous crop designs over in England way back in 1678 was called “mowing legend”. The way that this one came about was a man had a huge field and he said he would rather pay the devil himself than pay the fee demanded to cut his field.  This one is not technically a crop circle because the crops were actually cut in the shape of the devil cutting his field.  Crop circles are known for the crops laying down in the shape of the design, many times a lot of circles are in the design.  

The real crop circles began to pop up in the 1970’s. Most of them were really simple circular designs all over the England countryside.  They had multiplied significantly in the late 80’s and early 90’s. They are truly one of those things that are really there. You can tell someone that there house is haunted, you can tell someone that you can see an aura, but if they choose not to believe you and they can’t also see it then you may not be able to prove it.  The crop circles are right there for everyone to see. The most common solution to how they got there too many times is humans doing it.  

The extra-terrestrials may not be trying to communicate with us through crop circles or maybe they are. We all need to keep our eyes to the skies because there really is so much in space there really has to be someone or some other being out there. There intelligence can really help us to heal our planet.  I can’t believe I spent so much of my life scared of these “aliens”. It is such an interesting thing to study and the pictures of the crop circles are so beautiful. I just thought this was a cool subject to talk about this week, especially with Ernesto getting ready to have another class with the Pleasidian Sirian Alliance. His first class was great and a huge help to me. Come check out this class and all other classes we have going on.  Have a great week and stay warm and safe!!

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This weeks topic is one that has always intrigued me. It is one that has baffled me and made me a shaky little baby at times. This topic is one that every day of my life I work and work to get better at to make myself stronger. Today I will be writing about overcoming fears and how I have begun to move forward and overcome some of my biggest fears.  From Death to aliens in the sky I have been full of fear for as long as I can remember. Some people fear clowns, others are scared to talk in front of people, we all have fears.   The first thing you have to do when overcoming fear is to realize why you have these fears and why you hold onto them.  We all have fears, the difference between people is the desire to overcome the fears and the want to get rid of or conquer them.  The fear over time becomes a big part of who you are if you don’t move past it.  Sometimes it as simple as asking yourself are there any things that you are doing in life right now that are contributing to your fears.  I have always wanted to escape my fears but I never really took the time to seek ways to do so.  I had a fear of death that when I was a child would keep me wide awake many nights.  As I grew older I blocked out this fear but never conquered it.  As I began my early 30’s I began to put a lot of thought back into it and it scared me to tears once again.  At that point I decided that I would not let this fear get the best of me anymore.  I spent time meditating and thinking of positive things and I began to realize that death is a part of life so without death I would not have my life that I hold so dear. I wouldn’t have my wife or my children or any of the other things that are so important to me.  I have also done a few past life regressions which are a really good way to dig up things that may have haunted you into this lifetime and make you feel the way that you do about things.  I realized that I was killed at a young age in one past life.  This was a part of why I feared death in my opinion.  I communicate with my grandfather who passed away last year and I know that he is in a better place. This also helped me overcome this fear.  I now know when my time comes it is meant to be and all will be fine. There is no controlling it and therefore there is no reason to fear it.  My other fear is a silly one for some but for me made it to where the nights that I didn’t stay awake because of fearing death, I was awake fearing aliens. I would stand in the hallway to the wee hours of the night.  Those dog gone things scared me so bad and even until just recently I didn’t feel comfortable when Melissa would even mention them to me.  I once again had a past life meditation a few weeks back and sure enough there was the alien being not so nice and I guess that is where that one came from.  I still can’t believe it myself. I chased the alien all over the earth on horseback, it was such a neat and real past life. I would definitely recommend this form of overcoming fears as it has worked wonders for me .  Fear is also a necessary thing as well though. I’m sure we all fear losing our families or pets. This just means we care.  Praying is another way that many people overcome fear. Whether praying to gods, ancestors, or spirit guides this is another way of getting it out there and sharing with others who are more than willing to help you.  It is great  how the power of  positivity or reading a book about your fears can help you squash them. A lot of times even something as simple as sitting with friends or your spouse and letting them out on the table and talking to others can help you.  We did a support circle at the store and the help I got and have seen others get from just talking it out is amazing.  Find someone else who has had the same fears as you and find out how they have overcome the fears.  You can’t always hold things in, release is a great way to overcome fears or become better at things that you have struggled with in life.  It is a little like the old adage about practice makes perfect, well if we practice not being afraid at some point that fear will subside.  Overcoming fear is not an overnight fixer. There are many ways to achieve it and we all have to find a way that we can do so.  Remember to breathe, take our time, and don’t be scared to walk down different paths then you have in the past to overcome fear.  We can all do it!! I hope that this blog has helped someone today.  Please feel free to comment on ways you have overcome your fears in the comment section of the blog as I would love to hear some of them as I still am a work in progress on this subject. I’m sure others would also love to hear how you have overcome!! Thanks for reading this blog. -Ian